I am 'jealous' that I am not you...

A friend of mine once complimented me that I am not jealous. As always, he was true, till I asked myself this question( I ask it again and again ): "If I have to take brith again, who I want to be?". The answer used to be "ME", ME with some additions and deletions... but definitely me.  One fine moment on a great day I asked the same question, but this time the answer was not me. I want to be born as someone else. It is this person whom I met him around 12-13 years back. He made me realise equality-Loving everyone equally as one self-I learned from him. I started memorising things seeing him. He kicked me to run. Though I hated it at that time, I still cherish that and I started running/ jogging regularly. (It made me complete 25 km in less than 4 hours in a physical test). All the things.. whatever I do... whether running, learning languages, aiming for perfection, attending all the classes, getting interested in sports, physics or psychology... everything I do.. somewhere you are there.

I want to be born again as you. Exactly like you.( Aha.. you are wrong. I am jealous. )

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* Few years back you wrote a testimonial that I am your mentor.. I don't know how much I mentored you.. but for me you are always there as an idea.. as an inspiration. I wrote these lines long back on a paper. Its still in my bag. Today(13th of february 2014) I wanted to give you that paper. But I couldn't. 

A letter from heaven!

[When I talked to that person again, I came to know that person's father is no more. So I wrote this letter on behalf of that person's father.]
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Second letter:

Heaven,

2013, 6, Nov.

My Dear love,

                      I am doing good and comfortably placed in heaven. When I reached here and asked God where am I? he replied, " You are in Heaven. That's because of your child's love. I can't face your child's anger. "
Then he granted me a wish. I said at once  I want to see my child. God replied, " Sorry! I can't. It should be an unselfish one." Then I asked for time to decide, which he promptly gave. 

One day I came up with this unselfishly-selfish wish. I went to him and said, "Bring Love, Peace and Joy to every human being." The moment before God granted it, I put a condition. "It should come through my child." God smiled and said, "So let it be." That's how I got this opportunity to write to you.

Remember! My soul is  always with you. Protecting you. Caring you. When I was there, I always loved you and longing to express it, but never knew how to express my love. Now I am working through people around you. They will only shower love on you.

My dear! work in order to bring love, peace and joy to the whole of humanity. Its God's work. Before that you need to bring love, peace and joy to yourself. Work so much in your improvement that you don't have time to bother about other's criticism of you.

If there is light in the soul, there is beauty in the individual

If there is beauty in the individual, there is harmony in the house

If there is harmony in the house, there is order in the nation

If there is order in the nation, there is peace in the world.

Said so Confucius! So bring light to your soul. The world peace is assured. Bye till next time.

love

Papa

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There is a crack, a crack in everything... that's how light enters into darkness.