Thursday, 13 February 2014

I am 'jealous' that I am not you...

A friend of mine once complimented me that I am not jealous. As always, he was true, till I asked myself this question( I ask it again and again ): "If I have to take brith again, who I want to be?". The answer used to be "ME", ME with some additions and deletions... but definitely me.  One fine moment on a great day I asked the same question, but this time the answer was not me. I want to be born as someone else. It is this person whom I met him around 12-13 years back. He made me realise equality-Loving everyone equally as one self-I learned from him. I started memorising things seeing him. He kicked me to run. Though I hated it at that time, I still cherish that and I started running/ jogging regularly. (It made me complete 25 km in less than 4 hours in a physical test). All the things.. whatever I do... whether running, learning languages, aiming for perfection, attending all the classes, getting interested in sports, physics or psychology... everything I do.. somewhere you are there.
I want to be born again as you. Exactly like you.( Aha.. you are wrong. I am jealous. )
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* Few years back you wrote a testimonial that I am your mentor.. I don't know how much I mentored you.. but for me you are always there as an idea.. as an inspiration. I wrote these lines long back on a paper. Its still in my bag. Today(13th of february 2014) I wanted to give you that paper. But I couldn't. 

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